Honesty
Untitled (Loch Muik), above right, hangs from just three nails. It's made of thin polythene sheeting, linen and
upholstery fabric and although it would blow away in the wind, it has weight. There is an honesty in its untethered form and in leaving the materials in their raw state, not covering up marks or errors but allowing them to be valid.
The untreated polythene sheeting with the expressive oil bar drawing meets the raw fabrics, balancing out the energy in the piece and giving the eye some space to rest.
The black tape, a product of practical storage, becomes a compositional device as it adds another layer to the painting. The tape on the front is a solid black graphic, yet behind the polythene it becomes a smudged line, like the shadow of rocks and people while you walk within the thick grey-white air of a cloud atop a mountain, when the visibility is murky and uncomfortable.
Vulnerability
An important distinction for me is that the difficulty and grappling within the painting process, does not ask for sympathy, but rather displays the strength that exists in that struggle.
Through the sensory experience of walking, translated into the physicality of large-scale painting, I explore an understanding of our fragile existence, and develop a deeper critical view of my place in the world.
Cut and hanging, these pieces embrace this vulnerability, some of the materials are so thin and puncturable, yet they are not treated lightly or preciously. The thin semi-transparent fibre material in the top left of the painting has been made solid, while loose threads are allowed to be loose.
The hanging of these pieces gives them space, like isolated islands, unrestrained.
The untethered lower section of the painting hangs limp, and unpainted, revealing the process of production.